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[Jan. 26th, 2007|12:39 pm] |
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| | Blah Blah Blah-Rockapella | ] | ...that I have turned into this clingy person, when I know that I'm not? I don't know why, but I seem to have listened to everyone's comments about bad relationships and thought that mine was coming to an end. When it wasn't but I thought it was, I clung tight. In the process of clinging, I pushed him away from me. I didn't mean to. I just want everything to be the way it was a month or so ago. Hell, I want it back to the way it was in the beginning: little myspace messages telling me he loves me, IMs quoting songs that we both knew the lyrics to, stuff like that. I miss it. I see where he's coming from, and I'm starting to cope. I just hope that I can prove to him that the clingy person is NOT me. I know it's not, I just hope that he can know that as well. I love him very much and I don't think that I can lose him. I know that he still loves me, he said so. I just hope that I'm not holding on to something when that ship has sailed. |
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| Disney... |
[Dec. 9th, 2006|01:28 am] |
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| | Here Comes The Sun-Rockapella | ] | ...was AWESOME! Heh. Sherman and I got there at around 11-ish and played around in Tomorrowland. You know, Disney really does make you act like you're a child again. I had so much fun dragging Sherman around and just having fun with EVERYTHING. We think a lot alike and don't like a lot of the same rides, yet love the same ones. He even let me watch the Dream Come True play at the castle. ^_^ This is the man of my dreams, seriously. Any man that can go to Disney with his girlfriend and have fun with it and enjoy it is a keeper. Find yourselves one, it's amazing! *Sigh* |
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| House-sitting Pour Uurrka. |
[Nov. 27th, 2006|04:19 pm] |
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| | Saturday Night Divas- Spice Girls | ] | As some of you know (the few that may read my journal), Erica is out of town on a cruise. Her mom trusts me with EVERYTHING so she left me in charge of her dogs, house, and Erica's '05 Corolla. Heh. I love it. I need a car, but first, I need to get a new job. That's coming up after Christmas merely because I don't want conflicting schedules with my Christmas rituals.
I have to go pick up Sherman in an hour and fourty minutes, so I'm about to go take a shower. I was just bored and turned on the computer to check my email and such. This sunday is the day that Sherman and I go to Disney and I'm REALLY happy. I truly do believe that Disney is the happiest place on Earth! Heh.
Anyways, heading off to the shower. I shall update sometime soon...maybe. Heh. Good bye! |
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[Mar. 28th, 2006|05:44 pm] |
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| | all my loving-beatles | ] | It's not everyday that a man tells you something that makes you feel wonderful. Well, with Sherman, it IS everyday. It was Friday after the Rockapella concert that Sherman leaned in and whispered that he loves me. It made me feel so wonderful. I had this warm and happy feeling that I've never felt before. When he holds me I feel so happy and loved. When he kisses me, I see fireworks, everytime. I love him, so very much. He's so wonderful. I love the feelings that he gives me. *Le sigh* |
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[Mar. 26th, 2006|12:34 am] |
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| | birthday-Beatles | ] | IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Mar. 24th, 2006|02:05 am] |
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| | a very merry unbirthday to me! | ] | You know what I REALLY want for my birthday? The new Paul McCartney CD, Chaos and Creation in the Backyard. If not that CD, then I'd like Magical Mystery Tour, from the Beatles. Alicia got me Please Please Me, but she won't let me open it until Sunday. Heh. Only 3 more days, well, 2 now, seeing as it's like 2 AM. Hehe. I have to wake up at 9, so I'm going to get offline now. Byebye. ♥s |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|01:51 am] |
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| | a very merry unbirthday to me! | ] | 8 days until I'm eighteen!!! |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|04:55 pm] |
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13 days until I'm 18! Woot woot! |
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[Mar. 6th, 2006|04:18 pm] |
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| | a very merry unbirthday to me! | ] | 20 DAYS LEFT!! |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2006|05:44 pm] |
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| | voice in the dark-autopilot off | ] | 25 DAYS LEFT!! |
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[Feb. 27th, 2006|04:48 pm] |
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| | a very merry unbirthday to me! | ] | 27 days until I turn 18!!!!!!!! |
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[Feb. 24th, 2006|06:46 pm] |
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| | popular-wicked | ] | My lord I'm so happy. ^_^ Yesterday, my day was made by just reading what Sherm wrote in his myspace blog about me: "This is the mushy paragraph, skip this is you are A: A man B: Easilsy Disgusted Yeah, my girlfriend is awesome! I pulled a Mark(From Rent) and looked back over my last year, and the only one-up I have on last year is that this February, I have a girlfriend. And she is one of the most wonderful people I know. True, that's because we are very similar, but whoever said opposites attract was a hack anyways. She sent me a picture of her and a mutual friend from the Ren Fair, which is freaking awesome because it has three awesome points. 1: Blair, cool theatre people always rock! 2: Ren Faire, always coole! 3: Candie, what have I been talking about this whole paragraph!? Even my friends like her, and that's funny, because between Stricky and Heather, they have been right about at least a few women.
*sigh* I'm done being mushy. Have a good night everyone!!"
Tomorrow I'm going over to Sherm's dorm with a bunch of other people and we're all chillin' and watching musicals. Then Sunday, I get to swing until 12 AM!! ROCK ON!!! I am excited, seriously. I haven't been this excited about a weekend in a very long while. Tomorrow shall be teh awesome!! |
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[Feb. 16th, 2006|06:56 pm] |
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| | carmen sandiago theme-rockapella | ] | Candie: *dancing to the carmen sandiago theme on her myspace* Sherm: I agreed, didn't I? Candie: yes, that you did Sherm: Wait, wha? Candie: it's on my myspace Sherm: *checks myspace.. i mean yourspace* Candie: haha Sherm: ... Candie: ? Sherm: Have I mentioned I <3 you? Candie: not today, but you can Candie: i like the drum solo in it Candie: sorry, i mean "drum solo" Sherm: !!I <3 Candie!! Candie: haha yay! Candie: I <3 Sherman!! Sherm: Yay! Candie: hehe Candie: *dancing* Sherm: *Singing and Dancing* Candie: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=33772172 Sherm: AAAAAAAAAAAH! Candie: "hey little girl, did you want to know a secret? cuz i know one and it is so good to hear it...you want to know what it shwas? alright..i'll tell you what it shwas...i know how to count all the way to shfifty five Candie: " Candie: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=37601476 Sherm: !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! :-P Candie: haha Candie: I <3 you bunches too! Candie: ^_^ Candie: *dancing to "don't touch that"* Sherm: *Dont touch that!* Candie: go hashmir go hashmir go hashmir go! Sherm: I like to chew the gum, and like to blow the bubble Candie: get your hands off my hot dog, that's something...can't touch Candie: peanuts cha cha peanuts cha cha what i want what i want peanuts cha cha Candie: this makes me insanely happy Candie: i found mario twins! Sherm: Yay! Candie: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=40527590 Candie: *singing* Candie: hooray for insanely happy Sherm: I'm looking up random bands for fun. I found me some awesome songage:-P Candie: awesome Sherm: Im enjoying some white stripes currently.. nobody else likes this song but me Candie: what song? Sherm: My Doorbell Candie: i like doorbell Candie: .. Candie: i was typing that... Candie: lol Sherm: That's kind of creepy... in an awesome way Candie: seriously..it's a catchy song Sherm: Everyone hates doorbell and turns off the radio, Im like NOOO! Its catchy! Candie: haha Sherm: Oh, you just said that Candie: yes! Candie: we're awesome Sherm: *Mwah* I just got a creepy Wicked Vibe Candie: lol Candie: *mwah* Candie: wow...some kid put the used "i caught fire" as a group x song...how lame is that? Sherm: Galinda (Spoke) : So... Fiyero (Spoke) :So I'll be picking you up around eight? Galinda (Spoke) :After all...(Sang) :Now that we've met one another... Fiyero and Galinda (Sang) : It's clear, we deserve each other. Galinda (Spoke) : You're perfect... Fiyero (Spoke) : You're perfect... Both: So we're perfect together. Born to be forever... Dancing through life... Candie: yay wicked..i wanna see it badly Candie: tuesday = rent Sherm: Rent comes out tuesday??? Sherm: AH! Sheesh! I need to get it! Candie: yes Candie: i told you this already Candie: lo Candie: *lol Candie: when i saw it at blockbuster on the coming out sign Sherm: Shut up! I forget things until Ive heard them 15 and a half times Candie: rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday Candie: rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesday...rent comes out Candie: there Candie: now you'll remember it Sherm: Wow.. you are talented. And literal. Candie: lol Candie: *grin* you like it Sherm: *Mwah* You make me smile! Yay Candie: *mwah* yay smiling Candie: *listening to "seven nation army"* i miss ogre Candie: lol Candie: that black man was my entertainment after school Sherm: Good man, that ogre Candie: yes he is Candie: *falls over* boredom sucks..it really really sucks Sherm: So does water Candie: haha Candie: gaaaaatorraaaaade Candie: *listening to the song that the white stripes did in napoleon dynamite* Sherm: HUH?? Candie: they did a song for it Sherm: No way Sherm: Which one? Candie: that song "we're going to be friends" or whatever Sherm: ? I dunno Candie: i think it's the opening credits song Candie: it's in there Sherm: Hmmmm Candie: ogre says, "shank" Sherm: Daggum! I got internet shanked! Sherm: Tell him "Buttraped by a rhino" Candie: ... Sherm: He knows it Candie: he says "sing the carmen sandiago theme song" Sherm: heehee Candie: do i want to know Sherm: Its background of the house stuff Candie: lol Sherm: Ask him about a game of Uno Candie: "crew Uno, lets play Haunted Marco Polo." Candie: *screw Sherm: "Or sing some Disney songs!" Candie: haha Candie: ogre's like "that's it, candace. you're working at HOS this year" Sherm: Oh, there is no choice in the matter Candie: hahahahhahaha i luv that black man Candie: he was like, "here's the easy way to get you in, come completely gothed out" Sherm: He makes a strong case Candie: "which still stands to reason how the fuck sherm got in" Sherm: Elementary, I just make a habit of making as big of an ass out of myself as I can Candie: "he will admit it, he was the least likely person to work in after hours" Candie: go in chat Candie: mudslide is the best Candie: i want some now Sherm: Mudslide is my favorite flavor... you cant have it Candie: it's mine Candie: it makes me happy on the inside Sherm: Youre not allowed to have my favorite flavor too.. thats odd and creepy and awesome Candie: haha i agree...but it's not gonna make me change my fave flavor Candie: it just means that if ever we're out together and you buy some..i'm stealing it Candie: lol Sherm: Fine... as long as you dont eat it all fatty Candie: haha i won't...unless you leave it unguarded with me Candie: lol Sherm: *Mwah* you're too awesome Candie: *mwah* as are you Sherm: So I'll chat with you when I go on break? Candie: sounds good to me Candie: ^_^ Sherm: *mwah* talk to you then hun!
Wow. We're so much alike, it's creepy...in that awesome sort of way. Hehe. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|01:07 pm] |
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| | happy birthday-beatles | ] | HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHAWNNA!!! |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2006|03:11 pm] |
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 THAT'S RIGHT!!! CANDIE TURNS 18 IN 2 MONTHS AND 4 DAYS!!! WOOT WOOT! |
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[Jan. 19th, 2006|10:08 pm] |
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| | Walk This Way-Aerosmith! | ] | The Aerosmith concert was the MOST AWESOME THING I'VE EVER SEEN! Holy Lord! They opened with "Helter Skelter". If any of you are as lame as I think you may be, that's a Beatles song, and let's just say this, I LOVE THE BEATLES MORE THAN ANYTHING (in case you didn't know). Just wow. I thought the concert was going to be good, hell, I KNEW it was going to be good, but it was AMAZING. Opening with the Beatles and having the second to last song be Beatles as well, just, amazing. On their second to last encore song, they played "Come Together" with the singer of Cheap Trick (the guys that do "I Want You to Want Me"). Their fourth song was "Walk This Way". Needless to say, I was screaming my lungs out throughout the entire show. When Joe Perry took off his shirt at the end, I was screaming the loudest that I could EVER scream. He took off his shirt and beat it on his guitar. All in all, the only way to describe the show is AMAZING. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|10:20 pm] |
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| | the show must go on-queen | ] | The problem with LJ: We all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away and be creative!
Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|02:55 pm] |
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| | toucha toucha toucha touch me! | ] | And again, tonight I'm going to Zendah Grotto for swing dancing. Hehe. Swing rocks! Everyone should learn how to do it, it's really awesome. I should call Urrka and see if she's going tonight. I gotta jet! ♥s to all! ~Candie |
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[Jan. 1st, 2006|03:20 pm] |
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| | gettin' in the mood-glenn miller orchestra | ] | HAPPY NEW YEARS!! I'm going swing dancing tonight with my Urrka! What a great way to spend the first day of the new year! Woot woot! 2006 will be rockin' tonight! |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|05:53 pm] |
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| | there's a light-rhps | ] | There was a shooting after school at McDonalds today. I was home sick, so I had no clue of it until Kenya called. One person is dead, but 4 were shot. I want to know who they were. |
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