Words Are Flowing Out Like Endless Rain Into a Paper Cup...

How is it...

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 18:08:34 GMT

...that I have turned into this clingy person, when I know that I'm not? I don't know why, but I seem to have listened to everyone's comments about bad relationships and thought that mine was coming to an end. When it wasn't but I thought it was, I clung tight. In the process of clinging, I pushed him away from me. I didn't mean to. I just want everything to be the way it was a month or so ago. Hell, I want it back to the way it was in the beginning: little myspace messages telling me he loves me, IMs quoting songs that we both knew the lyrics to, stuff like that. I miss it. I see where he's coming from, and I'm starting to cope. I just hope that I can prove to him that the clingy person is NOT me. I know it's not, I just hope that he can know that as well. I love him very much and I don't think that I can lose him. I know that he still loves me, he said so. I just hope that I'm not holding on to something when that ship has sailed.

Disney...

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 06:28:36 GMT

...was AWESOME! Heh. Sherman and I got there at around 11-ish and played around in Tomorrowland. You know, Disney really does make you act like you're a child again. I had so much fun dragging Sherman around and just having fun with EVERYTHING. We think a lot alike and don't like a lot of the same rides, yet love the same ones. He even let me watch the Dream Come True play at the castle. ^_^ This is the man of my dreams, seriously. Any man that can go to Disney with his girlfriend and have fun with it and enjoy it is a keeper. Find yourselves one, it's amazing!
*Sigh*

House-sitting Pour Uurrka.

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 21:19:26 GMT

As some of you know (the few that may read my journal), Erica is out of town on a cruise. Her mom trusts me with EVERYTHING so she left me in charge of her dogs, house, and Erica's '05 Corolla. Heh. I love it. I need a car, but first, I need to get a new job. That's coming up after Christmas merely because I don't want conflicting schedules with my Christmas rituals.

I have to go pick up Sherman in an hour and fourty minutes, so I'm about to go take a shower. I was just bored and turned on the computer to check my email and such. This sunday is the day that Sherman and I go to Disney and I'm REALLY happy. I truly do believe that Disney is the happiest place on Earth! Heh.

Anyways, heading off to the shower. I shall update sometime soon...maybe. Heh. Good bye!

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 22:58:45 GMT

It's not everyday that a man tells you something that makes you feel wonderful. Well, with Sherman, it IS everyday. It was Friday after the Rockapella concert that Sherman leaned in and whispered that he loves me. It made me feel so wonderful. I had this warm and happy feeling that I've never felt before. When he holds me I feel so happy and loved. When he kisses me, I see fireworks, everytime. I love him, so very much. He's so wonderful. I love the feelings that he gives me. *Le sigh*

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 05:50:01 GMT

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 07:22:04 GMT

You know what I REALLY want for my birthday? The new Paul McCartney CD, Chaos and Creation in the Backyard. If not that CD, then I'd like Magical Mystery Tour, from the Beatles. Alicia got me Please Please Me, but she won't let me open it until Sunday. Heh. Only 3 more days, well, 2 now, seeing as it's like 2 AM. Hehe. I have to wake up at 9, so I'm going to get offline now. Byebye. ♥s

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 06:58:05 GMT

8 days until I'm eighteen!!!

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:51:31 GMT

13 days until I'm 18! Woot woot!

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 21:14:40 GMT

20 DAYS LEFT!!

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 22:40:41 GMT

25 DAYS LEFT!!

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 21:44:37 GMT

27 days until I turn 18!!!!!!!!

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 23:52:39 GMT

My lord I'm so happy. ^_^ Yesterday, my day was made by just reading what Sherm wrote in his myspace blog about me:
"This is the mushy paragraph, skip this is you are
A: A man
B: Easilsy Disgusted
Yeah, my girlfriend is awesome! I pulled a Mark(From Rent) and looked back over my last year, and the only one-up I have on last year is that this February, I have a girlfriend. And she is one of the most wonderful people I know. True, that's because we are very similar, but whoever said opposites attract was a hack anyways. She sent me a picture of her and a mutual friend from the Ren Fair, which is freaking awesome because it has three awesome points. 1: Blair, cool theatre people always rock! 2: Ren Faire, always coole! 3: Candie, what have I been talking about this whole paragraph!? Even my friends like her, and that's funny, because between Stricky and Heather, they have been right about at least a few women.

*sigh* I'm done being mushy. Have a good night everyone!!"

Tomorrow I'm going over to Sherm's dorm with a bunch of other people and we're all chillin' and watching musicals. Then Sunday, I get to swing until 12 AM!! ROCK ON!!! I am excited, seriously. I haven't been this excited about a weekend in a very long while. Tomorrow shall be teh awesome!!

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 00:05:13 GMT

Candie: *dancing to the carmen sandiago theme on her myspace*
Sherm: I agreed, didn't I?
Candie: yes, that you did
Sherm: Wait, wha?
Candie: it's on my myspace
Sherm: *checks myspace.. i mean yourspace*
Candie: haha
Sherm: ...
Candie: ?
Sherm: Have I mentioned I <3 you?
Candie: not today, but you can
Candie: i like the drum solo in it
Candie: sorry, i mean "drum solo"
Sherm: !!I <3 Candie!!
Candie: haha yay!
Candie: I <3 Sherman!!
Sherm: Yay!
Candie: hehe
Candie: *dancing*
Sherm: *Singing and Dancing*
Candie: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=33772172
Sherm: AAAAAAAAAAAH!
Candie: "hey little girl, did you want to know a secret? cuz i know one and it is so good to hear it...you want to know what it shwas? alright..i'll tell you what it shwas...i know how to count all the way to shfifty five
Candie: "
Candie: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=37601476
Sherm: !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! !!I <3 U!! :-P
Candie: haha
Candie: I <3 you bunches too!
Candie: ^_^
Candie: *dancing to "don't touch that"*
Sherm: *Dont touch that!*
Candie: go hashmir go hashmir go hashmir go!
Sherm: I like to chew the gum, and like to blow the bubble
Candie: get your hands off my hot dog, that's something...can't touch
Candie: peanuts cha cha peanuts cha cha what i want what i want peanuts cha cha
Candie: this makes me insanely happy
Candie: i found mario twins!
Sherm: Yay!
Candie: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=40527590
Candie: *singing*
Candie: hooray for insanely happy
Sherm: I'm looking up random bands for fun. I found me some awesome songage:-P
Candie: awesome
Sherm: Im enjoying some white stripes currently.. nobody else likes this song but me
Candie: what song?
Sherm: My Doorbell
Candie: i like doorbell
Candie: ..
Candie: i was typing that...
Candie: lol
Sherm: That's kind of creepy... in an awesome way
Candie: seriously..it's a catchy song
Sherm: Everyone hates doorbell and turns off the radio, Im like NOOO! Its catchy!
Candie: haha
Sherm: Oh, you just said that
Candie: yes!
Candie: we're awesome
Sherm: *Mwah* I just got a creepy Wicked Vibe
Candie: lol
Candie: *mwah*
Candie: wow...some kid put the used "i caught fire" as a group x song...how lame is that?
Sherm: Galinda (Spoke) : So... Fiyero (Spoke) :So I'll be picking you up around eight? Galinda (Spoke) :After all...(Sang) :Now that we've met one another... Fiyero and Galinda (Sang) : It's clear, we deserve each other. Galinda (Spoke) : You're perfect... Fiyero (Spoke) : You're perfect... Both: So we're perfect together. Born to be forever... Dancing through life...
Candie: yay wicked..i wanna see it badly
Candie: tuesday = rent
Sherm: Rent comes out tuesday???
Sherm: AH! Sheesh! I need to get it!
Candie: yes
Candie: i told you this already
Candie: lo
Candie: *lol
Candie: when i saw it at blockbuster on the coming out sign
Sherm: Shut up! I forget things until Ive heard them 15 and a half times
Candie: rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesday
Candie: rent comes out tuesday rent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesdayrent comes out tuesday...rent comes out
Candie: there
Candie: now you'll remember it
Sherm: Wow.. you are talented. And literal.
Candie: lol
Candie: *grin* you like it
Sherm: *Mwah* You make me smile! Yay
Candie: *mwah* yay smiling
Candie: *listening to "seven nation army"* i miss ogre
Candie: lol
Candie: that black man was my entertainment after school
Sherm: Good man, that ogre
Candie: yes he is
Candie: *falls over* boredom sucks..it really really sucks
Sherm: So does water
Candie: haha
Candie: gaaaaatorraaaaade
Candie: *listening to the song that the white stripes did in napoleon dynamite*
Sherm: HUH??
Candie: they did a song for it
Sherm: No way
Sherm: Which one?
Candie: that song "we're going to be friends" or whatever
Sherm: ? I dunno
Candie: i think it's the opening credits song
Candie: it's in there
Sherm: Hmmmm
Candie: ogre says, "shank"
Sherm: Daggum! I got internet shanked!
Sherm: Tell him "Buttraped by a rhino"
Candie: ...
Sherm: He knows it
Candie: he says "sing the carmen sandiago theme song"
Sherm: heehee
Candie: do i want to know
Sherm: Its background of the house stuff
Candie: lol
Sherm: Ask him about a game of Uno
Candie: "crew Uno, lets play Haunted Marco Polo."
Candie: *screw
Sherm: "Or sing some Disney songs!"
Candie: haha
Candie: ogre's like "that's it, candace. you're working at HOS this year"
Sherm: Oh, there is no choice in the matter
Candie: hahahahhahaha i luv that black man
Candie: he was like, "here's the easy way to get you in, come completely gothed out"
Sherm: He makes a strong case
Candie: "which still stands to reason how the fuck sherm got in"
Sherm: Elementary, I just make a habit of making as big of an ass out of myself as I can
Candie: "he will admit it, he was the least likely person to work in after hours"
Candie: go in chat
Candie: mudslide is the best
Candie: i want some now
Sherm: Mudslide is my favorite flavor... you cant have it
Candie: it's mine
Candie: it makes me happy on the inside
Sherm: Youre not allowed to have my favorite flavor too.. thats odd and creepy and awesome
Candie: haha i agree...but it's not gonna make me change my fave flavor
Candie: it just means that if ever we're out together and you buy some..i'm stealing it
Candie: lol
Sherm: Fine... as long as you dont eat it all fatty
Candie: haha i won't...unless you leave it unguarded with me
Candie: lol
Sherm: *Mwah* you're too awesome
Candie: *mwah* as are you
Sherm: So I'll chat with you when I go on break?
Candie: sounds good to me
Candie: ^_^
Sherm: *mwah* talk to you then hun!

Wow. We're so much alike, it's creepy...in that awesome sort of way. Hehe.

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 18:00:56 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHAWNNA!!!

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 20:06:31 GMT

THAT'S RIGHT!!! CANDIE TURNS 18 IN 2 MONTHS AND 4 DAYS!!! WOOT WOOT!

AMAZING!!!!

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 03:09:32 GMT

The Aerosmith concert was the MOST AWESOME THING I'VE EVER SEEN! Holy Lord! They opened with "Helter Skelter". If any of you are as lame as I think you may be, that's a Beatles song, and let's just say this, I LOVE THE BEATLES MORE THAN ANYTHING (in case you didn't know). Just wow. I thought the concert was going to be good, hell, I KNEW it was going to be good, but it was AMAZING. Opening with the Beatles and having the second to last song be Beatles as well, just, amazing. On their second to last encore song, they played "Come Together" with the singer of Cheap Trick (the guys that do "I Want You to Want Me"). Their fourth song was "Walk This Way". Needless to say, I was screaming my lungs out throughout the entire show. When Joe Perry took off his shirt at the end, I was screaming the loudest that I could EVER scream. He took off his shirt and beat it on his guitar. All in all, the only way to describe the show is AMAZING.

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 03:13:55 GMT

The problem with LJ:
We all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away and be creative!

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 19:51:06 GMT

And again, tonight I'm going to Zendah Grotto for swing dancing. Hehe. Swing rocks! Everyone should learn how to do it, it's really awesome. I should call Urrka and see if she's going tonight. I gotta jet! ♥s to all!
~Candie

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 20:16:14 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
I'm going swing dancing tonight with my Urrka! What a great way to spend the first day of the new year! Woot woot! 2006 will be rockin' tonight!

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 22:49:33 GMT

There was a shooting after school at McDonalds today. I was home sick, so I had no clue of it until Kenya called. One person is dead, but 4 were shot. I want to know who they were.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 01:06:22 GMT

Well, we got a new dog. At least, we've adopted the dog that a neighbor owned/mistreated HORRIBLY. So yeah. New dog. You know what though, just our luck, the dog has some kind of growth thing on the back of his right leg. I really hope it's not cancer or something deadly, but with my luck, it is. Bah. Whatever.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 19:56:24 GMT

What would the reunion be like?
I'll show you...Mwahahaha.

Ahh, say you'll be there!

I'm givin you everything all that joy can bring, this I swear.

Last time that we had this conversation, I decided we should be friends, hey. But now, we're goin round in circles, tell me will deja vu never end, oh.

Now you tell me that you're fallin in love well I never ever thought that would be, eh. This time, you gotta take it easy, throwin far too much emotions at me.

But any fool can see they're fallin, I gotta make you understand.

I'm givin you everything, all that joy can bring, this I swear. And all that I want from you is a promise you will be there.

Say you will be there.

Ow, say you will be there. I want you singin with me.

If you put two and two together, you will see what our friendship is for. Oh, if you can't work this equation then I guess I'll have to show you the door.

There is no need to say you love me. It would be better left unsaid.

I'm

(I'm)

Givin you everything

(I give you everything)

All that joy can bring

(All that joy can bring)

This I swear

(Yes I swear)

And

(And)

And all that I want from you

(All I want from you)

Is a promise you

(Is a promise you)

Will be there. Yeah! I want you!

Any fool can see they're fallin. I gotta make you understand.

I'll give you everything on this I swear, just promise you'll always be there.

I'm givin you everything.

(I'm givin you everything)

All that joy can bring

(All that joy can bring)

This I swear

(Yes, I swear)

And all that I want from you

(All that I want from you)

Is a promise you

(I want you to promise to)

Will be there

(Always be there!)

I'm givin you everything.

(I'm givin you everything)

All that joy can bring

(All that joy can bring)

This I swear

(Yes, I swear)

And all that I want from you

(All that I want from you)

Is a promise you

(I want you to promise to)

Will be there

(Always be there!)

I'm givin you everything.

Melanie C as "Katrina Highkick"

Geri as "Trixie Firecracker"

Emma as "Kung Fu Candy"

Victoria as "Midnight Miss Suki"

Melanie B as "Blazin' Bad Zula"

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 20:11:50 GMT

The Tampa Plain Dealers are in the St. Pete Times today! We are WONDERFUL! Read it!

It's just a jump to the left....

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 04:57:43 GMT

Blargh...so bored...and Chris isn't calling like he promised...blah..i feel sick to my stomach, it's been like this for a few days..it sucks.

artist: Oliver
title: Good Morning Starshine

Good morning starshine
The earth says "Hello"
You twinkle above us
We twinkle below
Good morning starshine
You lead us along
My love and me as we sing
Our early morning singing song
Gliddy glup gloopy
Nibby nabby noopy la la la lo lo
Sabba Sibby sabba
Nooby abba nabba le le lo lo
Tooby ooby walla nooby abba nabba
Early morning singing song

Good morning starshine
You lead us along
My love and me as we sing
Our early morning singing song
Gliddy glup gloopy
Nibby nabby noopy la la la lo lo
Sabba Sibby sabba
Nooby abba nabba le le lo lo
Tooby ooby walla nooby abba nabba
Early morning singing song
Singing a song, humming a song
Singing a song, loving a song
Laughing a song
Sing the song, sing the song
Song the sing
Song, song, song, sing
Sing, sing, sing, song

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 21:10:04 GMT

My grades for the 1st nine weeks are as follows:

Class	Teacher	Grade
Marine Science	Mr. G	A
Web Design	Ms. Lampe	A
Personal Fitness	Coach Pearlmutter	A
AP French	Mrs. Rocco	B